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LASTS

Last big car ride: driving from langley back home to east van with lisa
Last kiss:a few hours ago
Last movie seen: Psycho
Last beverage drank: lemon water
Last food consumed: cucumbers in vingar
Last phone call: calling lisa via gmail (iphone temp out of service)
Last CD played: The Cure - Staring at the Sea The Singles
Last annoyance: my empty tummy
Last ice cream eaten:about a week ago
Last time scolded: i cannot recall (this is a good thing, right?)
Last shirt worn: currently wearing a black tshirt
Last website visited the black hole know as Wikipedia
I AM: slouched in a comfy old chair
I WANT: to loose weight and maintain it
I HAVE:heavy eyes. i should be in bed.
I WISH: i could win the lottery. its about time dammnit!
I HATE: holding in my feelings in fear or embarrassment
I FEAR: debt and my nightmares of getting fired from my job
I HEAR: The Cure - Other Voices... and my cat chewing on something she's found
I SEARCH: for the blankness that is my future. sometimes it be nice to know, y'know?
I WONDER: what people really think of me but dont really want to know
I REGRET: nothing. i have grown up a great deal and learned from my mistakes.
I LOVE: my common law husband davin and my twin lisa
I ALWAYS: cry during non sad times in movies and tv shows. can you say Dr.Who?!
I AM NOT: sure about anything but i think that is the mystery of life
I DANCE: in my head. those days are behind me. hello people watching!
I SING: very badly!
I CRY: wen i have a bad day or when something sad happens on Dr.Who.
I AM NOT ALWAYS: grumpy! imagine that!
I WIN: when i play solitaire..sometimes.
I LOSE: when i give up
I CONFUSE: paperwork, verbs and peoples names if i have only met them once or twice.
I NEED: to keep calm and just breath. life is ment to be overwhelming sometimes.
I WOULD: go to italy if i could afford it
I SHOULD: turn off this music and go to bed

YES or NO:

YOU KEEP A DIARY: no
YOU LIKE TO COOK: uh... *looks away*
YOU HAVE A SECRET YOU HAVE NOT SHARED WITH ANYONE:the important people in my life know all there is to know
YOU HAVE GOALS FOR THE FUTURE:sure, who doesnt. but fate likes to shake things up so i just wing it
DO YOU...like me?

HAVE A CRUSH: sure do, on davin nd have since i first saw him
WANT TO GET MARRIED: dont ask me this
WANT TO HAVE KIDS: nope.
THINK YOURE A HEALTH FREAK: i dont think i was when i was younger but lately its been pressing me to eat healthier.
BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT: fate?
BELIEVE IN GOD: nope.
BELIEVE THAT THERE IS A REASON FOR EVERYTHING: sometimes. depends on my mood.

FAVORITES:

NUMBER: pfft.
COLOR: black, bugandy, buttercream, dark gray, olive green (i like dark colours and shades)
DAY: any day of that i get to sleep in
MONTH: any month during fall
SONG(S): currently i have two: Rihanna "Cheers" and Bauhaus "Boys".
SEASON: autumn
DRINK:cesears
PART OF YOUR BODY: my eyes
MOVIE: breakfast at tiffanys, neverending story prt 1, amelie, anything disney/pixar, tbh theres too many to list
PLACE TO KISS: in the rain or snow?
RESTURANT: bun 941, six acres, the keg


IN THE LAST 24 HRS, HAVE YOU...

CRIED? no
HELPED SOMEONE? no but davin helped me carry the groceries
BOUGHT SOMETHING? again...groceries
GOTTEN SICK? ive been on the verge of getting a cold for the last few days *sniff sniff*
GONE TO THE MOVIES? yea, went and saw the new Planet of he Apes with Dav
SAID 'i love you'? yea, to davin and gretchen
HEARD 'i love you'?: no
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: well, i printed one off and snail mailed it for work.
TALKED TO AN EX?: no. its been awhile since ive spoken to any of them.
MISSED AN EX?: not really. why would i? an ex is an ex for a reason. and i remember those reasons very well.
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL?: uh, what am i doing right now??
HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: nope.
MISSED SOMEONE? yea, i miss my sister and parents.
HUGGED SOMEONE? i mauled davin this evening but what else is new.
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? uh no, im not 17 anymore thanks.
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND?no.
Current Location:
My living room
Current Music:
The Cure - A Forest
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